I have begun to try to change my focus on how I look at Nathan Kade Soden ‘s absence. Today is Kensley’s third birthday party. My immediate reaction is, “Look what all Kade is missing.” My intentional reaction is, “He’s watching. He’s here” Whether God allows our loved ones in Heaven to be a spectator…

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I write about Kade a lot. That’s because that’s where I am ALL THE TIME. I also write about struggles, then I talk about the Holy Spirit at work in me. And it’s all true I guess what I may not have mentioned, is the heart wrenching battle that it takes to get from wanting…

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youtube.com/watch I wake up singing songs. Usually songs that I haven’t heard since I was nine. “A My Name Is Alice” Marie Osmond “Kiss An Angel Good Morning” Charlie Pride “Bad, Bad Leroy Brown” Jim Croce Or sometimes, I mix it up with 80’s country music Shenandoah or Alabama It’s a running bit in our…

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