Author: inkwellswimmer
NSPD #kadesmom
My sweet husband worked ten hours today. Oh his way out of the hospital, he stopped in the gift shop and bought a candle for me. He… Read more “NSPD #kadesmom”
Gone Away Awhile
There’s a song, Gone Away, that I found years ago while watching an old Syfy series created by Stephen King called Haven. It’s a sad song. I… Read more “Gone Away Awhile”
Wading through a birthday
I have begun to try to change my focus on how I look at Nathan Kade Soden ‘s absence. Today is Kensley’s third birthday party. My immediate… Read more “Wading through a birthday”
Holding on
I write about Kade a lot. That’s because that’s where I am ALL THE TIME. I also write about struggles, then I talk about the Holy Spirit… Read more “Holding on”
You could be happy
youtube.com/watch I wake up singing songs. Usually songs that I haven’t heard since I was nine. “A My Name Is Alice” Marie Osmond “Kiss An Angel Good… Read more “You could be happy”
The fear of mental health
You know, people are scared of motorcycle clubs. You pull up at Kum and Go and the parking lot is full of bikers. Leather chaps and vests.… Read more “The fear of mental health”
Nine Months
It’s almost here. That day I mark each month. The utterance of that number for any reason…. Seventeen cents, pleaseShe’s seventeen nowI caught seventeen mice (That last… Read more “Nine Months”
Not Much Independence Yet
It’s July 6th. I made it. We made it. We didn’t just skin by, either. We nailed it. Like on Pinterest. I get more upset as each… Read more “Not Much Independence Yet”
Fireworks and heartbreak
The holidays have been hard. The not-holidays have been hard. Each of us are affected differently by the absence of Kade. Each of us feel it stronger… Read more “Fireworks and heartbreak”
Inkwell Swimmer 