I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis eight years ago. I’m now fifty-seven and I feel like I’m so much older physically. I’m pissed about this today. Most… Read more “Screaming for just a second”
Tag: suicide
Three years
It doesn’t get any easier with time. Right now, it’s harder. The time since I last saw Kade is so huge. It’s this abysmal, black hole that… Read more “Three years”
Waiting on the mail
When Kade left, he was an organ donor and we were so thankful he was able to gift so many people a different way of life. From… Read more “Waiting on the mail”
Something To Be Thankful For
A cancelled then postponed adventure, a scare, a trip to the hospital, a miracle. Yes, it’s 3:03 in the morning and I’m up. Steroids. I tossed and… Read more “Something To Be Thankful For”
Anxiety and Grief
I’ve been super quiet on here for a few months. I’ve not had the strength or tenacity to put anything out here. I’ve been in grief counseling… Read more “Anxiety and Grief”
Focus
There is a supernatural peace that helps me to weather a storm. It doesn’t take the storm, rather, it allows my storm to be manageable and leave… Read more “Focus”
NSPD #kadesmom
My sweet husband worked ten hours today. Oh his way out of the hospital, he stopped in the gift shop and bought a candle for me. He… Read more “NSPD #kadesmom”
Gone Away Awhile
There’s a song, Gone Away, that I found years ago while watching an old Syfy series created by Stephen King called Haven. It’s a sad song. I… Read more “Gone Away Awhile”